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Work has been difficult to find and my unemployment is quickly running dry. Already had to make a few financial decisions I had hoped not to have to make. Life is becoming increasingly difficult without a light at the end. Oh well. Doesn't matter much. Won't ever really.



I found something amusing as I logged in today. A message from one so conceded, I couldn't help but laugh. That amusement was short lived of course, as annoyance quickly took over. But what can a person do?



I wonder if writing these entries are really worth it, seeing as nobody comments or messages me. Wonder if people actually take the time to read what I have to say. Except those that think I constantly write about them. As if everything revolves around them. The thought that there are people like that is amusing. Anyways, I may log of since nobody wishes to chat and I can find better things to do then to sit here with high hopes and wait.

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Morganna777
01:35 Nov 18 2013

LordKitsune:

I have had the very same thoughts... I too write in my Journals as often as possible. I read them, and many others do as well, they just prefer not to comment. Keep up the good work. For many, this is their social interation even if they do not answer.

Blessed Be!

~Morganna777

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Another day goes by without succession in acquiring another job. Oh well. My eyes have also been opened to certain things that, at the time, i never would have thought about simply because i doubted it would happen. But, i have been proven wrong and a fool. People say that the choices we make, define us. I know what my choices have made me become. I am comfortable in that thought. Are you? Silly question of course. The choices made were obviously well thought out and planned. So obviously, despite some details as well as the outcome, you are comfortable with those choices. But as the night comes to a close and the majority of this world rests, so must i. It has been a long day and i plan to get some much needed rest.



By the way, if hospitals are going to force you to stay there, they should really get more comfortable beds. The slab at the morgue is probably more comfortable than those beds.

I'm tired. Physically, mentally and emotionally. You try and do what you feel in your heart is right, and it lashes out and attacks. I'd rather be numb than feel as i do. But it's whatever i guess. I'm going to bed and may be back on tomorrow. If not, oh well. Not like i have anyone on here wishing to see me on anyways. Always a shadow in the room. My presence is known but not even thought about. So, life will continue as it did long before i started at this site. Barely letting the thought of it pass through my mind. All i do is rate, level and reply to forums. No contact with others, no acknowledgment other than as a profile to rate or a forum reply to reply to. I don't know though.

Well things have completed taken a turn for the worst. I got laid off after having a heart attack at work after being sick with a stomach virus and had to be flown to the hospital in the next city over which is an hour away by vehicle. I had to sit there forover a week under observation because the heart attack was sudden and no reason for it to have happened. My heart is fine and nothing about my diet or daily routine should have caused it. I'm fine now and on unemployment until i can find another job. Back to barely being able to cover my bills again. This should be fun.... not.

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Lylia
02:11 Nov 06 2013

Damn dude.. what were you doing for work that they would lay you off for that? I'd sue wtf?

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LordKitsune
02:44 Nov 06 2013

Was driving a forklift. Fell off it during the heart attack.

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Lylia
03:07 Nov 06 2013

Sounds illegal to me.. but I could be wrong.

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